I am still in a daze…how did I survive? I have no idea. How come the abuse did not leave me a raging alcoholic? Or make me suicidal especially with the consequences of the abuse or severe gaslighting? Where would my life and career be had I never met Andrew White? I’ve had a couple of people who told me they had no idea how they would bounce back if they were in a similar situation. How did I survive American evangelicalism which is known for its abuse, fraud, pointless and endless conflict and trauma? Was Sovereign Grace my own personal Dachau or Auschwitz? Was the pastor of Redeemer, Eric Simmons or Jordan Kauflin a spiritual equivalent of Auschwitz commandment Rudolf Hoss? But I found myself asking the same question to myself after the false accusation. There is a lot more garbage that happened in evangelicalism in my life after this false accusation. Maybe you have seen some of the interviews where a person who survived the Holocaust is asked, how did they survive? And the person breaks down and says they have no idea. I’m a Survivor of American Evangelicalism If you want to go back and read the posts about the false accusation go through the category of Andrew White, which is a pseudonym. And this blog has been a part of it as I have used to to get a lot off my chest. It shocked people that I knew who were horrified.Īnd after the event Andrew in time focused on evangelizing another person to Sovereign Grace’s Redeemer Arlington. It led to an almost PTSD effect where I would hear stalking in the grocery store or elsewhere and break down and cry and shake all while not understanding what was happening to me. It dragged out and popped up in my Mom’s hospital room before her death. It affected my life greatly over the last decade. The lawyer was horrified to the situation as well. I had a lawyer who told me that I was sitting on a defamation of character case. And when I realized how Andrew abused his authority, and rank in a military culture, it taught me why rape and sexual abuse is a problem in the United States military. Words can’t convey how terrifying it was. The false accusation felt like stepping in front of a truck and being hit.
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Heck before he claimed I was a threat he asked me to come over to his condo and change the password on his computer so he could not watch pornography. There were intense fights, and arguments, and yes I made some mistakes, but he also wanted to hang out with me.
It came out of the blue, as he was evangelizing and pressuring me to get involved with his Sovereign Grace church. He claimed that I was a threat to his family, and I was spoken to about stalking. area made a false accusation that targeted my name, reputation and ability to earn income. Andrew White who was evangelizing me, and a small group leader at Redeemer Arlington here in the Washington, D.C. And in my life it was a before and after moment. It was an event that taught me why rape and sexual abuse is a problem in the United States military. One that made no sense, and one which was psychologically terrifying. Ten years ago today the most traumatic event happened in my life. And it came about when I saw the date on the computer. One of the many notes Andrew White left at my desk when he was evangelizing me at work. Let your speech always be gracious, seasoned with salt, so that you may know how you ought to answer each person. Walk in wisdom toward outsiders, making the best use of the time. “There are wounds that never show on the body that are deeper and more hurtful than anything that bleeds.” After he lashed out, years later I am still walking forward. And the false accusation came over the pressure to get me involved in a Sovereign Grace/Acts 29 church. I think I crossed paths with a sociopath, and the trauma and harm was deep. Today marks the tenth anniversary of going through a heinous false accusation that taught me why rape and sexual assault is a problem in the United States military. I am a survivor of American evangelicalism.
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